Title: Logical Conclusion: A
Scientist’s Experiment in Four Acts
Author: Virginia Sky
Series: TOS
Rate: Adult
Codes: K/S
Summary: This is an accompanying piece to the PWP, "The Stain on the
Floor". It is also an answer to T’Len’s story challenge - use the line,
"Am I inside? I'm inside! This was easy." Finally, "Logical Conclusion"
is a gift to Carolyn, my favorite librarian.
Disclaimer: These are the characters of Paramount and Viacom, rightfully
so. They are just being used temporarily by me. The only gain I will be
making from this endeavor is semi-artistic satisfaction, not monetary.
1.
Theory and Hypothesis
Stardate: 2930.8
First Officer’s Personal Log
It has been 34.9 standard days since I have begun a sexual relationship
with Jim. In this period of time he has provided adequate and thorough
instructions in the art of lovemaking. Our erotic and exotic encounters
have incorporated various, unusual locations, such as a meadow on
planet, M113, and the Starboard Observation Deck on the Enterprise. We
were even able to perform our sexual rituals on a duplicate Enterprise
bridge on the Shoreleave Planet. This last encounter was such a success
that Jim is already making plans for a return trip...to fulfill my
fantasy, as he is so fond of pointing out.
To say I have not found pleasure in such encounters would be a lie.
Indeed, they have reached beyond my expectations. For my lover enriches
each physical joining with a deep mindmeld, which enhances, even goes
beyond our coupling. I have found my lifelong love, bondmate, and
soulmate...my T’hy’la. Ours is a relationship few beings have known.
And yet, my analytical mind has dwelled on several questions about our
new partnership. I have not yet established the perimeters for this new
development in our relationship. Emotional involvement is one area of my
existence that I have not focused on extensively. Indeed, I must find
the answer to one personal question, which has persistently arisen,
during my meditative state.
‘How much physical contact is necessary to maintain our intimate
relationship?’ Jim is a very sensual man. Certainly I have been on the
receiving end of some very pleasurable sexual input. Yet, as one who
overindulges in food may gain weight, could it be possible to have too
much sex? I do not want Jim to have too much of me or, in essence,
become tired of our relationship.
Thus, I have formulated a course of action, which may personally clarify
this conflict. Hypothetically I must say that Jim is one individual, who
in the area of personal relationships must...colloquially stated...’go
full hog’ to satisfy his sexual appetite.
2.
Materials and Procedure
Stardate: 2930.15
Captain’s Personal Log
This is damn peculiar! Spock has been my lover for a little over a
month, and now I’m afraid the honeymoon period has ended...too soon!
Man, I never realized how great a sexual partner, my first officer could
be. I have been, of course, attracted to him for some time. However,
once we began the relationship it was like we just couldn’t get enough
of each other...every free moment we were fu...making love. I can gladly
say I have found my partner for life. <sigh>
The thing about it is that Spock is not only my partner sexually, but
mentally...almost spiritually. The bond with this man is like a warm hug
that follows me throughout the day. I know I am never alone. And, WOW,
when that link deepens during our lovemaking I feel such intense love.
When we climax it feels as though our bodies and souls are
burning...giving off a brilliant, white light...like a supernova.
It’s that wonderful love that makes this past week almost too hard to
understand or even bear! I mean...we have not had sex for almost seven
days! If it weren’t for the fact that Spock still shares my bed for
sleeping, that we still eat meals together, and that we still are
bonded, I would think we were terminating our relationship.
Every night this week Spock has been increasingly late coming to bed.
Just as I’m determined to wait up for him, he gets later. Dumb me…I
can’t seem to stay awake. Our present assignment of star mapping is so
boring. It seems my body is making up for lost sleep from our last
mission. I fall fast asleep. Forget about getting IT up once I’m in
dreamland ***chuckle*** So all I can do is roll into his arms when he
finally comes into bed and fall back to sleep. Of course, when I wake up
in the morning...what happens? Nothing! That green son-of-a...he’s
already gone!
Yesterday morning at breakfast I could stand it no longer. There was
hardly anyone in the mess hall at that early hour. Carefully, under the
table I placed my hand on his...warm...hot...thigh. <clearing throat> It
was like an electrical shot to my groin. I had a hard-on to beat all
hard-ons. Spock was aroused, too! I could feel it through the bond and
through his thigh, which was shivering as if he were naked and exposed
to an Arctic blast!
In a low voice I said, "Come on, Lover! What gives?" Those cute pointy
tips of his ears turned a deep green, and he said in a shaky voice,
"Jim, I do not know to what you are referring?" Yeah right! I couldn’t
hold back...one of these days I’m going to pay for my cannonball
technique. I said, "Spock! What’s going on? You come to bed at all hours
of the night. I don’t wake up with you anymore! Do you realize we
haven’t made love in six days?" God...listening to myself right now...I
think I sound like an old housenfrau.
Anyway Spock stumbled over some excuse about keeping tabs on some
important experiment in the lab. I informed him that I was not aware of
any important work that the ship’s lab was completing. "Nevertheless,
that does not mean that experiments do not exist in the laboratory...and
they must be monitored," Spock replied in his best unemotional tone,
though the heightened color of his face betrayed the voice.
I really believe we would have had our first quarrel right then and
there in the mess hall, if Bones hadn’t walked in at that moment. Oh
well, that’s water under the bridge. I am determined to get to the
heart...the Vulcan heart of this matter! So tonight I am going to tail
my friend...my lover, and I am going to see just what he is INTO,
because it sure isn’t me!
3.
Results
The dimness of the ship’s corridor gave the illusion of night to those
were walking about. Indeed, it was not unusual to find the captain of
the Enterprise prowling the halls late at night, especially when he had
a lot of thinking to do.
When Jim came to the bend of the corridor that led to the laboratories,
Spock was stepping through the central lab’s doorway. Flattening his
body against the wall...while saying a quick prayer for
invisibility...Jim Kirk waited. Fortunately, Spock headed in the
opposite direction.
When the corridor was clear again, the captain stepped up to the door,
which was firmly locked. Using his command override he was able to
breach the security lock and swiftly enter the central laboratory. As he
stepped through the doorway, Jim chuckled, "Rank does have its
privileges!"
The laboratory was dimly lit and totally deserted. This was rather odd
indeed! When the science department was in the middle of a series of
experiments, Mr. Spock made sure that the lab was manned with at least
one of his staff members, who would monitor the progress of any
procedure...such was not the case tonight! A nagging spark of anger
settled in the pit of Kirk’s stomach and brain. "Damn! Spock was here!
But why do I get the feeling he has been lying to me?"
The entire room was neat and clean, the way the first officer demanded
his domain be at the end of a workday. Glancing around the large room,
Jim noticed a faint glow coming from a terminal on a corner console. As
he approached the computer Kirk saw a password panel flashing. Well,
tonight there would be no locked doors or vague half told truths. If
there were any information on that terminal that he could use he was
determined to get it!
Jim sat at the computer terminal. The panel on the screen indicated that
the first officer was the user. As captain, Kirk knew Spock’s password
for emergency purposes. With just a moment’s hesitation he entered
Spock’s long family name manually...after all, he still had trouble
pronouncing it. Disappointedly, the computer mechanically stated,
"Invalid password."
In an effort to override his uneasiness Kirk said aloud, "Well, what
would he use?" Giving thought to his personal woes...thinking about all
those moments of sexual ecstasies...Jim recalled one word that Spock
repeatedly said in his moments of unbridled passion..."T’hy’la". Going
with his hunch Kirk said, "Computer, the password is T’hy’la". "Access
granted," responded the computer. As a bright white word-processing
screen lit up, Jim shouted in his excitement, "Am I inside? I'm inside!
This was easy."
Kirk started to read the scientific journal, which appeared on the
screen, dated seven days ago. With dawning horror he realized that the
subject of Spock’s scientific curiosity was himself! As he read his body
stiffened. He was a dilithium chamber that was on overload!
"I trust you find my personal log interesting, Captain?" a deep voice
inquired.
IV. Conclusion
Jumping around to face the voice, the chain reaction began. "OH, NO YOU
DON’T, SPOCK! DON’T YOU DARE MAKE THIS SITUATION OUT TO BE MY FAULT!"
"Please, Jim, lower your voice. Believe me, I can clearly hear every
word you are projecting."
Spock’s calm exterior infuriated Kirk even more. "BELIEVE...BELIEVE
YOU!" Taking a deep breath and lowering his voice by several decibels,
he continued, "Spock...how could you...how could you use me?" Jim’s
balled up fists tapped his chest as he accented each word.
The lowered voice contrasted with the hurt look that screamed from Jim’s
face.
Taking a hesitant step forward, Spock for once in his life span tried to
project as much love and warmth in his facial features as possible.
"Jim, though I understand how you may have interpreted the log as a
study on your behavior, please believe that the individual I was
examining and truly questioned was myself!"
"Yeah, right!" Jim said in a distrustful tone. He folded his arms in
front of his chest and leaned his hips onto the counter behind him.
Kirk’s entire stance was one of defensiveness and expectancy. "Why don’t
you explain it to me, First Officer."
Spock, wishing to relay an inoffensive image, drew up a chair that was
nearby and sat. With hands clasped between his knees, he began softly.
"Jim, please realize you have opened a world of emotions to which I have
never before been exposed." As he spoke Spock looked deeply into the
eyes of his lover. Fearful of losing such a treasure, the Vulcan dropped
his line of vision and talked to the floor.
"With these new emotions I have also developed a new thinking process.
No longer am I solely concerned about MY career performance or the
persona I project to others. That was all I allowed myself to focus on
for most of my life. However, I now am concerned about MY well being, MY
emotional state, and – most importantly – how they effect YOU. For YOU
are the reason for my emotional existence. I have no doubt that I will
be able to perform my duties on this ship, if anything should happen to
you, painful though it may be. But what about beyond duty, what then?
Would I be able to survive?"
Spock quickly looked up at this last question. Did Jim’s features seem
to soften? Uncertain, Spock again focused on the floor in front of his
feet. "Logically, I concluded that the answer would be NO. Beyond the
realities of our bond, I realized I did not...would not...want to know
existence without you. Yes, your emotional well being is very important
to me, Jim Kirk, more important than my own. Thus, from this realization
more questions had arisen."
"Questions? What questions, Spock?" Kirk’s voice was so soft that at
first Spock thought he had imagined hearing it.
Clearing his throat, Spock continued, "How much physical contact is
necessary to maintain our intimate relationship? Is it ever possible to
have too much sex?" There was a slight pause of embarrassment when he
finally finished by asking, "Will you ever tire of me now that we have
consummated the relationship?
"I thought through my observations and adding a variable of abstinence I
might be able to discover these answers. Yet I believe I have...as Dr.
McCoy is fond of stating...’made a mess of things’!"
"Spock." Kirk waited until Spock looked up. "Your experiment may have
been more of a success than you give it credit for. Look...yes, we have
abstained from sex for almost a week...yes, I am sexually frustrated
right now...yes, I could wring your neck for basing an experiment on our
relationship. But you should realize by the bond, by the fact that I am
still here, that it will take an awful lot to make me leave you."
Chuckling, Kirk added, "I’ll tell you one thing, lover. I can see that
ours will never be a boring relationship." Hiking up onto the counter,
extending his arms Jim finished by commanding, "Come here, Spock!"
Nothing could keep the Vulcan from his companion now. So being the
logical being that he was Spock reached behind himself to reactivate the
security lock to the lab door. Standing up he stumbled towards his
lover.
Once Spock was in range, Jim grabbed the Vulcan and engulfed him in a
strong hug. Breathing in the alien scent, pressing his lips to the soft
green neck, Jim whispered, "How could you think I would ever have too
much of this?" Spock’s knees seemed to weaken as the human sucked on the
tantalizing spot on the Vulcan’s neck. To support his lover, Kirk
wrapped his legs around Spock’s hips.
Pressing the beloved body harder into his own, Jim searched for and
found one ripe, sweet mouth. The two men began a kiss that reached to
the roots of their souls. Tongues and teeth clashed, as did the sounds
of twin moans. All the loving elements collided, as if to create a new
being, a new universe, a new love.
Kirk’s hands pushed and pulled at Spock as if the captain could not
decide what he wanted until he reached between their two bodies. Here he
pressed his hand on the answering bulge in Spock’s crotch. Hastily he
unzipped the Starfleet issue pants. Pulling out one huge green-steel
cock, Kirk clung to the penis as he breathlessly stated in Spock’s
mouth, "I want you, Spock. I want to feel you in me!"
After another soul-sucking kiss, Spock gasped into his lover’s ear, "T’hy’la!
T’hy’la! My incomplete body and soul are yours. Take me as I am and make
me complete!" The Vulcan then reached between their two bodies and
unzipped Kirk’s pants. As he tugged the pants down, Jim lifted his hips
and scooted down lower on the counter. Throughout all this maneuvering
the human did not once remove his legs from around the Vulcan’s waist.
It was as though he could not bear the idea of being even an inch apart
from Spock.
Once the pants were clear of Jim’s hips and his butt was opened to
Spock’s touch, the long tapered fingers began their exploration of the
human orifice. Jim was coldly aware of a completion that did not come
for suddenly the hands left his butt. Opening his eyes wider he noticed
that Spock was reaching to the side of the counter for a container. In
the opened jar there was a clear gel that emitted a pleasurable odor of
cinnabar and cinnamon. Looking into his lover eye’s the Vulcan raised
his eyebrow and stated, "My work in the laboratory was not entirely
occupied with the logging of observations, Jim. I produced this gift for
you."
Reaching into the container with two fingers Spock scooped out a glob of
the gel. The contact of flesh to the substance caused the aroma to
strengthen. Then Kirk felt those wonderful fingers up his ass again.
This time though the feeling was pleasantly warm, and as the fingers
entered his orifice the walls seemed to tingle with a warm and loving
sensation. Kirk’s muscles grabbed at Spock’s fingers as if he never
wanted the digits to leave. But oh, the feel of those fingers rotating
inside him! He knew that this was not enough. He had to have more.
Kissing Spock, he pleaded into his lover’s mouth, "Hurry, Spock, hurry.
I don’t think I can stand the wait any longer!" With that the next thing
he knew a blunt object was pushing its way up the small tunnel. Usually,
there was a slight moment of pain when their intercourse began, but not
now. It was as though the substance, whatever it was, eliminated any
discomfort.
Once Spock was fully sheathed into his companion there was no stopping
the act of love. The sensual sawing of the penis up Kirk’s ass was too
much for either one of them to bear. As both men climaxed, they yelled
each other names.
Kirk fell back on the counter. Spock collapsed on top of the command
gold. Lovingly, Jim stroked Spock’s shoulders. "Oh, I do love you!" Then
gently Jim nudged Spock’s chin upward, forcing the Vulcan to look him in
the eyes. Oh, how Kirk loved the light green flush of his lover’s
passion spent face. "Spock, I’ll never get tired of you. And surely by
now you know that I love you...not just your body. Your beautiful spirit
is what attracted me to you first. But if we are going to make this
relationship grow and flourish we must promise to be open and honest
with each other whether it’s through the bond or verbally. You’re not
the only one that’s learning...after all this is the first time I have
committed myself to a Vulcan! So let’s promise to come to each other
with any questions, not to hold back. Agreed?" Spock softly said,
"Agreed" as the men sealed the new vow with a kiss.
Sitting up and pushing Spock forward, Jim reached for a nearby container
of handiwipes used by the lab technicians. The two quickly cleaned each
other. Kirk stated, "You know, Spock, neither one of us has had dinner.
How about a bite to eat?"
"That would be most agreeable," answered his mate.
Jim reached for the container of gel just as they started to walk off.
As if to respond to the look of one raised eyebrow, Jim said, "Do you
realize we have fulfilled your science lab fantasy without leaving the
ship? We wouldn’t be able to do it often...but they’re always
possibilities."
Tossing the jar once in the air, he continued, "In the meantime...after
dinner, of course...we have a lot of lost time to make up, First
Officer. I think a conference in my cabin will fit the bill just fine!" |